Try

I ever wanted to post this. I don't know when.
Surely, I have tried and ended just being okay.

Everyone is hard to live with when it comes to 'love' between women and men.
Seriously.
We talk about ego, anxiety, anger, and disappointment.
And also secret.
Imagine when you meet a mostly-perfect kind of boy.
You met him and you felt like there's no one before.
You had this magical-kind-of moment whereby your true love suddenly appeared with a shiny armor and white horse ridden.
How does it feel?
Must be good. It must have been love, the song said.
You said that you wanted to live with him forever and no one would ever appear to be your most favorite person like him.
But once the fairy tale committed suicide, it feels like you want to do the same, too.
Cause now you know that everyone, literally, are hard to live with.
You start to have some contemplation about who the hell is the real person beside you. Like you never knew him before.
Yes it happens all the time. Sooner or later. Especially when you don't have the true understanding about love, caring, giving, and stuff. You would stuck in a very berry gloomy situation.
And then one of you could break promises, any promise, small or big, that makes you think "This is not fair. I'm done."
Face it cause we're humans.
Humans make mistakes, especially when you don't live in God's word and stuff, things that I believe would give us guidance through life's ups and downs. Even if we live in it, we still make mistakes! Admit it.
It's sooo tempting to say "I am done with you, with this."
So. Tempting.
But, what if giving up is not truly the rationally best option?
What if after all, life might become harder without him by yourself?
What if, this is just a step to test your perseverance?
Then, trust the inner voice.
Try again.